Souls of thought

Sometimes being with someone is all you want
then talking is not the point
the silence is all it takes
to understand that is within
the breath that was lost
comes back in just a flash
and it brings all those moments
that were once so sought
the moments that were full of life
the moments that brought the glow
they had to be buried deep inside
but could bring her back to life
She had kept them aside long ago
because that life couldn't be alive

She still longs for the someone
may be in another life...

Random Thoughts..

Here’s some dumb stuff floating around in my brain.

• I love flowers


• I can go shopping even if you wake me up in the middle of the night.


• Time only flies when you have something interesting to do.


• Who invented toilet paper?


• Everything that tastes good makes you look bad!! :(


• People who argue don’t want to win so much as they just want you to shut up.


• A rainy day jus lifts up my mood… everything is beautiful then!!


• I like to cook not always.


• How did anyone ever live without movies?


• I love coffee.


• SATC (Sex And The City) is the ultimate creation.


• How come the French don’t eat French Fries?


• Living is dangerous to your health.


• Men have a lot of hair, shudn't they wax too!


• Insurance only protects you when you don’t need it!!


• I dont enjoy music nowdays :(


• When you’re happy the world will try to prove you wrong.


• There is not enough common sense to go around.


• Why aren’t my plants growing faster?


• Wish my house was on a beach…


• Why isn’t there a Jeanie for real?


• I don’t like traffic jams!! Guess the road does!


• I don’t like SRK anymore after watching RNBDJ.


• I miss my school & college friends.


• How can American Chopsey be on the Chinese food menu?


• I love to decorate houses.

Feel free to add to the list. :)

Melancholy

She cried and cried but he never tried…
She thought she was helpless and could do nothing else
She complained but all in vain
She kept talking to herself ‘coz there was no one else
To console her, to cajole her, to listen to her…

He was long gone and had withdrawn
From this argument which was needless
But for him all arguments were needless…

What could she do to make him hear?
To understand the meaning so clear
So she talked to herself ‘coz there was no one else to hear...

Then she thought was it her?
Was she to deter or defer?
Was it enough what she had tried
Before she gave up the Brightside…

She wasn’t weak, not now
She couldn’t be, she’d never been

And then it came to her
It was she herself
Tears kept rolling down her cheek
But she was no longer weak
She knew what to do
And how to mend it new
‘Coz it was herself she knew
No more deterred
But contained and assured.

Strings of love..

Yesterday I saw this balloon wala and I wanted one just like old times.... but he was no where to buy me that… So I bought it myself thinking that he would be happy to see that I haven’t changed a bit!!


I would cling on to him so hard when he went to drop me to the kindergarten that the teacher could never take me away from him...


He taught me what to do and what not to do. He taught me what is good and bad. He taught me how to speak, how to write, how to walk, how to run... I remember one day the teacher in school taught me how to spell my name and I came home and told him the way my name should be spelt!! :) And he said very good… and that made me so happy because there was something that even he didn’t know…


“I want that balloon….” I would cry and I got it. To buy new school bag, pencil case, lunch box, water bottle, I would always want to go him rather than mom because he would let me buy whatever I liked…. Unlike mum, who would be worried for her budget… ;) But when the teacher wrote a complain note in the dairy, I would go to mum instead of him because for him I was his good daughter, who would not do anything wrong!!! Of course at the end of the day mum told him everything… But he never let me know that he knew all…


He would take care of everything and never even once did we have to worry for anything in life. When I took admission in college, he still came to drop me the first day, just like he had done throughout school... and it was such a relief that nothing would go wrong and no one could rag me… Mum said that he should drop me to college everyday, but he said that I was old enough… :)


Birthday presents for him would be either a pen holder for his desk, or a keychain for his car keys…and he would be so excited to take them!!


He taught me to be independent, to fight for what is wrong, help others in need, to respect my elders… He taught me all the values I have today.


Everyone says that he is not with us anymore, but I can still feel him around me. He’s always there with me to guide me through hard times and to tell me things that I don’t know…


I miss you papa…